For quite a while I have had a problem with my brain not shutting down when I'm ready for bed or when I'm ready to relax. I guess thats why I started Addi Lyn Creations, but lately it has become extreme and it stinks. I think about Christmas, the boys, my marriage (don't worry we are just fine), friendships, work, family (mine and Jimmy's), and money. I go to bed late and I dread getting up, my mind wanders at work, and I find myself not giving my all to any one thing. Maybe I need therapy but let's face it that's not free and I don't have time. So what do I try to do, give it all to god. It is very hard for me to do this but I'm slowly learning that I don't/can't control everything. So now I give it to god. He's got this. Lol
Ok well time to try to fall asleep.
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