I'm having a bit of a hard time with internal struggles right now. I feel alone I guess. I have my best friend/Hubby to slip my heart out to but sometimes that just isnt the same as having a good connection with a girl friend. I guess I have done something to drive all of them away; yes I'm very set in my ways, yes I have opinion and yes I voice them, yes I know alot about alot, yes I'm extremely OCD but that is me. This is the way I have been for as long as I can remember, I don't see it as a flaw but just a character trait. I tell it like it is, take it or leave it. I just feel like I don't truly have anyone to talk to without there being "High School Drama", I'm sorry but I'm 28 years old and I have grown up, you can too.
This goes for family also, but the family I'm referring to is the family I married into. I love my MIL and FIL but can't really stand my BIL's or SIL's, sorry but we just don't get along and never have and I tried for 6+ years to make it work. Oh well, I guess you can't please everyone all of the time.
I'm also struggling with motivation, I love my sewing business but getting and stay motivated to work on my orders is hard for me lately. I did manage to get all of them cut and staged for sewing this week, so that is good. I have 6 nights to get them all done and shipped or delivered. LOL No pressure.
I don't have some amazingly positive stuff going on at home right now though. I have been painting and creating christmas stuff with my family. I love this time of year, some thing I'm over the top but I love love love this season. Yes I have 3 trees, yes each are decorated differently, yes I have made big gaudy bows to top my tree with, and yes I have created other things to go with my decor. What can I say I am my grandmothers granddaughter, each of them was very crafty and still are. I'm so thankful for this gift I have been given. Sometimes I do lose sleep because I do have to many ideas floating around in my head though.
Now time to bragg on my boys.Trenton is now 3 six weeks into Kindergarten and doing really really well. He is reading at a B level (had to get up to D to pass Kinder) and he is also doing really well with math and spelling. He loves to help around the house as always and he is doing much better with this attitude and listening. But he is a 5 year old boy, LOL. He also made a trip to the dentist the day before Thanksgiving and passed his exam with flying colors, no cavities and nothing but great things to say. His Dentist thinks his front 4 baby teeth will be out before his next appt as his adult teeth are showing really good growth.
Jackson, the biggest thing that Jack is doing right now is working on potty training. He just all of a sudden wanted to start pottying on the little potty at home on Wednesday and we totally encouraged this. He did well in Pull Ups, and has also gone 3 days of pooping in the potty and not in his diaper/pull up. Now I just have to be more consistant about only using pull ups/underwear during the day and only diapers at night time. I also have to stop giving him water to have in bed with him. LOL. I also did this with Trenton, old habits die hard I guess. Jack has also made major improvements in his talking, he has been a good talker but he is just this talking wizards lately. He is also our social butterfly at the moment, I love this kid. He cracks me up contantly.
I will try to be more consistant with my write as this really does help me get my issues out. LOL
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